I'm a 23 year old female. I was diagnosed with hemochromatosis at the beginning of December 2013, de-ironed by beginning of January 2014. Even though I have been de-ironed, I have still been experiencing a symptom I can only describe as feeling drunk or drugged at times. What Bipolar Disorder Feels Like. Ah, those of us with those sleepless nights If you have bipolar I as I do, or even bipolar II, you wear many faces. You are either the life of the party and feel that life is wonderful and so much fun, only to wake up the next day so depressed you think you won't make it until the next day.
Posted byBPD ámp; BD4 yrs agó
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l've finally obtained a telephone assessment factor coming up following 7 days before I cánfinallyobserve a doctor to identify me, but before then I'm simply trying to understand bipolar a little even more simply to find why my GP thought I have it.
Whén I state can be it like getting drunk, I imply do your inhibitions get lowered drastically during a manic event? I have a solid feeling I'm headed for one, ánd one of thé large signs will be that after this actually shitty banged up week I've had I'michael beginning to experience like I'michael invincible.
l swore at á unknown person in a store yesterday after that after causing and splitting down weeping, I proceeded to go back again for circular 2. I had been also hoping to punch her. She wasn't presently there so round 2 didn'capital t happen. I do not think about the repercussions at all until about 10 hours after it happened. Generally I'm extremely careful and I'd think twice before shouting at a take flight!
I nearly sworeterriblyat á looooot of Rédditors for criticising mé in the nearly all ignorant way possible. Instead I erased my comments and then self damaged.
I have got a feeling that when I next notice my aunt (possibly tomorrow) I'm going to have got a huge fight with her for the way she dealt with me earlier this 7 days. If this occurs, then considering the way I've ended up feeling since yesterday I received't end up being holding anything back again. It could wreck our relationship terribly.
I possess an exam on Wed which I've barely started studying for. I possess 10 or 11 powerpoint demonstrations from my address to change into notes and to find out/memorise them but I just can't bring myself to perform it. A huge component of me has stopped caring completely.